Thursday, November 12, 2009

Monday, November 9, 2009

Postive or Negative?

I'm strong willed.
I'm determined.
I'm stubborn.
I don't quit.
I fight for what I believe.
I stand firm on my principles.

Are these my positive traits or negative ones?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Race against time

Hectic hectic hectic is the keyword of the day!

6.15pm
Immediately after I finish the dreaded timesheet, I rushed down to the lobby to wait for my lil sis as I was rushing for a movie at 6.45 in Mid Valley! Porkie however moved at the speed of a.. um.. pig and I actually had to go back up to 8th floor and dragged her down! Precious time wasted!

6.36pm
Reached home, threw down my notebook, grabbed my jacket and got back into my car in 1 minute! Speeded in the rain until I saw ... the massive jam around Mid Valley!

6.50pm
Ran for the lift, got the tickets off the counter and sat down just when they were showing the movie title (sa-kwa). Hmm.. seems like I've been watching movies for the past 3 days. It was a very slow paced Korean romantic kinda movie (yes I watch all kinda movie except horror!). Slow but meaningful. It's actually those kinda movie that has no end... where you actually need to think think and make your own ending but it's good. However, since I'm terribly pushing my time here (have a 9pm badminton session with M-Power and also meeting a nuffie I met in Singapore, I actually left before the movie was over and it's the FIRST time I've ever done that! What to do... commited to my team maa...

8.46pm
Got out of the cinema and ran to the florist (dun ask). Bought what I wanted to buy, paid my parking and zoomed back to my place to change and pick up my gear.

8.58pm
Reached home and did the above.

9.03pm
Zoomed out of home towards the courts.

9.13pm
Reached the stadium and started playing with my new weapon - the EdgeSaber10! yay! Not used to it but pretty ok I must say.


3.44am
What the heck am I blogging about? At first it looked cool in my mind, you know.. all those time and location typewritten across the screen ala X-Files style. Not so interesting after all. Oh well...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Interrogated

Over the weekend I was being interrogated. No, not the type of you-are-a-suspect-i-shine-lamp-on-you kinda interrogation but rather... what is my type? Type as in the type of girl I like... the type I will fall for.

That is one helluva tough Q! Simply cuz, I've never ever set a 'type'. I believe that I will know when I meet her rather than limiting myself to a list of craved in stone criterias after all, to quote Forest "Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get." right? Looking back, I've fallen for very different kinda girls, so this is like speaking thru real experience.

Unfortunately, the lady throwing out such tough question at me also happens to be a damn tough interrogator. I kinda started blurting out some 'keywords' so that to get her off my back and get this over with. This is when I have a OS (oh shit!) moment.

I realized that I was actually describing someone I've been thinking of a lot lately. Hmm...

It's been a while...

I'm just not cut for this blogging thing... but today, I just feel like putting some thoughts down.
I had the luxury of joining good ol Jeffrey and his family for a dinner (hope I wasn't interrupting :p) and a glimpse of his weekend. Stressful in a way I must say, with two kids at hand and a very busy wifey but it's good stress. Something I wish I could have someday.

Seeing the family makes me wish for one of my own. Of course that'll have to mean giving up my singlehood, the freedom of doing things without having to answer to anyone. To put my family ahead of myself. To think of the consequences of my actions before acting.

However, seeing Jeff, wifey and kids... it's all worth it. It's worth to have something to fight for... to live for. It's worth someone to share and I mean... really share every bit of small successes you've achieved with.
Seeing my friends starting their families, having babies is a wonderful thing. Seeing how kids grow, their innocence, their curiousity down to those goo-goo-gah-gah way of communicating is amazing. 

It seems like I've got a soft side after all.